So many things happen in the span of one day.
Minds change, hearts fall, hands reach, hugs are traded for kisses, decisions flicker and falter or shine steady on to meet a brand new day. We sleep, drink coffee, eat processed meat (with zero trans-fat), check our Facebooks, Tumblrs, Twitters, and then keep our thumbs on our shiny plastic toys that send SMS’ across the air. We run, jog, stretch our bodies, we fill our lives with all these little trinkets that we think define us.
We glance through the advertisements, the pithy little PR articles in our newspapers, absorb the facts, pretend we care what the score is in today’s games, and it is all futile. We are all, each one of us, a mere statistic, a slash in the blackboard of worldwide economy that determines the daily average consumption of ___________.
We read books, play our songs, think our thoughts, change our stands, switch allegiances, make enemies, make friends, play inane relationship games where we dance around one another, treading the fine line between lust and love and friendship and seduction and fucking. Documents (thoughts, plans, strategies, stories, conversations) saved in rectangular steel boxes that hum and blink its little lights.
With each little action, each strand of thought, we shape the fabric of lives around us, and in the process: shape our own lives.
Our hearts spill out its feelings and emotions through our mouths, until they become words, and the words take flight, never to come back. And still our hearts churn out its deceitful, beautiful thoughts. Traitor to our own world values and the beliefs we would like to say we stand for.
Sling shot staccato sounds of popcorn popping in microwaves, hissing sounds of the water boiling, steam rising, and the city moving in a steady roar (do you hear it?) around us. Trains, construction sites, radios, buses, cabs, cars, SUVs… we make a tremendous ruckus as we change the landscape with every mile we consume.
A birth, a death, an anniversary, a memory made, a song written, a song sung, a poem written, a story started, a story ended, a business started, a business ending, a sale made, a sale not made. Tears, laughter, giggles, moans, whistles, sighs. Far away, thunder rumbles, a hurricane leaves a town, rain falls; my city fries in a pool of its own sweat.
So many things happen in twenty four little hours, in one day.
And we are all none for the wiser.
So little of us bother to make the most of what time we do have right now. We keep half of ourselves in the past, and the other half in the murky soup of our own thoughts (the pot that holds the what-ifs, maybe-I-should-haves, and-yets, et cetera ad nauseaum).
As that song went, “My only goal is just to be. There’s only now. There’s only here. Give in to love or live in fear. No other path, no other way, no day but today…”
Who knows if there will be a tomorrow? But as sure as I am writing this, there definitely is a now. What are we doing with our now’s?